This is rather worrying

I've blacked out a few times within these few months. I don't think it's like a normal minor seizure where you just stare blankly into space or drop something. It's also not like the major ones where you find yourself on the floor, wriggling to get up. I literally just black out. 

I admit that I probably lack sleep, not because I don't sleep early, but because I wake up in the middle of the night to use the loo. That interrupts my sleep. Then sometimes when I'n drifting off to sleep, I feel a bit of seizure, but I've been tested sleep apnea free! So I really dunno what's wrong. 

Maybe the GP and neuro will suggest a brain scan. I'm not sure. I just wish my parents were more understanding instead, and not insist it must be something I did. :( 

Sry, I've neglected you for a month

Ok, I'm just not into blogging on a regular basis. I always have nothing to blog about!! 

So my health has been on the decline. I'll blame it on my bad temper, the haze and my attitude towards certain things, which had a negative impact. 

Let's count my battle scars.... 3 cuts on the forehead. A scalded hand (not serious). An ugly bruise on my cheat, and another on my eye. A bruised knee. All within 2 weeks. 

I'll be lying if I said I wasn't disheartened. There are times where I ask God if he's punishing me. But I know that I must continue to have faith in Him. If my time is not up yet, He won't put me in danger, and everything happens because there are life lessons I need to learn. 

I hope the scars on my forehead aren't permanent though... I'm a female afterall... :P