Sunday, September 15, 2013

Blogging from my office

I came across this website at complex.com, about 10 signs it's time to quit your job. Found it while googling "Signs you should quit your job". 

This is not the first time I've had thoughts of quitting. This issue has been nagging at me since last year and the only reason why I gave up a better job offer back then was because of M. Now he's out of the picture, I have no reason to stay on anymore too. How much longer can I stay on and bear with SOP that I don't agree on, just to oogle at celebrities? Esp when the upper ups are in my Dislike List? 

I love this paragraph from the article: 

Life is far too short to spend time doing work that you don't enjoy. If you start to feel dissatisfied at work, and it doesn't blow over in a few days, it usually just eats at you and eats at you until you can't take it any more  Very quickly, you find yourself struggling to get out of bed in the morning and suffering through the nagging distress of living a life you don't enjoy. 

In fact, I don't even need to Google for answers already. The answer is very obvious. It's time to say GOODBYE to this place. 


I'm lying on my bed with my little cat falling asleep on my lap. She's such a sweetheart and I wish I could be her.

Am dreading tmr. Firstly, I'm sick n tired of my job. To the point where I don't feel like being helpful and polite to anyone. In fact, I got a scolding for going against SOP last Tues. My senior manager is probably gonna give me hell tmr when he's back. 

Honestly, I think too much SOP is stupid. I feel very caged, suffocated and restricted. Think I don't suit this kind of environment. I've never had issues with any higher authority before until I worked here. So is it my attitude that has a problem or is it the management that is the problem? 

I feel very drained and unhappy, especially thinking of the 5 days I have to drag myself to work. But I can't even think of a job that I'll like to do. How? 



Sunday, September 8, 2013

Yikes! I forgot to blog! Been too caught up with my HK and Korean dramas! I'm currently watching Always and Ever and Gu Family Book! Love them both, and their OST is lovely! Gonna have new additions to my playlist!

I had the honor to meet Nick Vuljicic on Friday for a little while at my workplace. Even had a selfie with him, though he wasn't looking somewhere else! He is such an inspiration and I'm so motivated by him. I wish I can speak 1/2 as well as he can!

On Sat, I decided to spend a little bit of cash to have a hair makeover at Hairloom. I don't regret spending over $400 there, as I'm very satisfied with the style. Everyone who saw me on Sunday loves it. My mom loves it too. I look so Korean! This is just part one. My new stylist wants to recolor it as well.

In a previous entry, I had complained about the lousy service at a particular salon. It isn't even a cheap salon to begin with. If I had done the same stuff there, it'll cost around this price too. The moment I stepped into Hairloom, I knew I was going to walk out looking great and satisfied.

My health has been getting better recently! Amen! I have less seizures, less leg jerks. I still get the jerks when I play the piano. No idea why. So annoying. I pray they go away soon. Tmr is my EEG results. I know I can expect a miracle. :)