Sat noon, I decided to do the laundry. While taking clothes out of the washing machine to hang, I had a minor seizure, resulting in me almost dropping my mum's damp shirt. After that, I even looked at the shirt, wondering how to hang it. LOL!
After that in the evening, I had to go down to our new church premises to set up the music instruments. On Sunday, I realized that I had to step out of my comfort zone and stand on stage as a backup vocalist. Back at our old church location, our stage wasn't big enough, so we stood off stage at a corner. I always stood near the seats just in case I felt giddy or wanted to sit down. Not very professional, yeah.
I was like "Oh no... on stage??? What if I faint!!! What if I have a minor seizure!!! I'll ruin the worship service!!!" I went off to have a little time to myself in the ladies (ya, I know it's not the most appropriate place to talk to God, but I really like being in a small tiny enclosure with no disturbance ok!), and asked God to please protect me and not let me have any seizures on stage. He answered my prayer!!! Oh come on, how would God ever let such a minor thing ruin Sundays right??
Just like what my dad preached. Faith and Fear cannot coexist. I must exercise that on a daily basis.
I say roughly the same prayers every night before I sleep. Sometimes I think if God wanted to speak to me audibly, he'll tell me to have some new things to say to him. I always ask Him to protect my family, bless us with good night's rest and give us sweet dreams.
Then I realized I haven't had the need to record any forms of sleep disorders, leg jerks or seizures since Sat afternoon. Despite a threatening haze of over 150 PSI, hot and humid weather. Haze + Hot + Humid just doesn't do it for me. I should have been born in some cold country. Dad hates the hot weather too.
I think right now, the only thing draining my energy is work. Sometimes the lazy me wishes my neurologist will declare me unfit to work. Or only can work from home. Something like that. :P But I shouldn't complain. I know a lot of people in the world have it worse.
Let's continue to pray for no more seizures! ;)
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