Pirates Kings is a friendship ruining game

Anyone plays this game? I must say, the creators of this game are very smart. Great graphics, simple gameplay, but no way to hide your island from being attacked or robbed. 

This game is the ultimate test for gaming friends, I must say. As you progress along the game, the items needed to purchase gets more expensive. And you never seem to be able to save enough and have to leave your precious cash there, hoping no one steals it. 

I got fed up when I had 1.3 milion stolen from me, and decided to delete the game off. Stupid to get angry over virtual cash. And I'm not paying real money to ensure my virtual island is safe from attacks. 

Health has improved

My 3 mth contract with the company has ended, and I realized that I've not had seizures since I started to rest at home. Maybe I should just stay home, haha! 

I actually joined a company today but quit by 6pm. I didn't feel I would fit in, and frankly speaking, after so long, I still miss Mediacorp. 

Guess I'll be spending a lot of time in bed, which I guess is good anyway. 

This is rather worrying

I've blacked out a few times within these few months. I don't think it's like a normal minor seizure where you just stare blankly into space or drop something. It's also not like the major ones where you find yourself on the floor, wriggling to get up. I literally just black out. 

I admit that I probably lack sleep, not because I don't sleep early, but because I wake up in the middle of the night to use the loo. That interrupts my sleep. Then sometimes when I'n drifting off to sleep, I feel a bit of seizure, but I've been tested sleep apnea free! So I really dunno what's wrong. 

Maybe the GP and neuro will suggest a brain scan. I'm not sure. I just wish my parents were more understanding instead, and not insist it must be something I did. :( 

Sry, I've neglected you for a month

Ok, I'm just not into blogging on a regular basis. I always have nothing to blog about!! 

So my health has been on the decline. I'll blame it on my bad temper, the haze and my attitude towards certain things, which had a negative impact. 

Let's count my battle scars.... 3 cuts on the forehead. A scalded hand (not serious). An ugly bruise on my cheat, and another on my eye. A bruised knee. All within 2 weeks. 

I'll be lying if I said I wasn't disheartened. There are times where I ask God if he's punishing me. But I know that I must continue to have faith in Him. If my time is not up yet, He won't put me in danger, and everything happens because there are life lessons I need to learn. 

I hope the scars on my forehead aren't permanent though... I'm a female afterall... :P 

I don't get it.

I had a minor brain freeze in fromt of my parents today, and they insist I don't sleep enough. Gosh, I can't help it if I have trouble sleeping right? 

I think I sleep better in the noons, actually. Maybe I'm more of a night person. So should I change jobs again? 

And recently, stress level is up because I have to meet my target at work. I love my current workplace, so changing jobs is not in my plan yet. 

I keep telling them that it's other factors, like my recent bout of diarrhea, but they keep insisting it's because I don't sleep enough. 

And who the hell sleeps at 11pm anyway!?!  

Still working here!

I do have nice bosses! Then again, maybe they'll just keep me till my contract is up. Oh wells. 

Spent my first paycheck at the salon. I badly needed to visit my hair stylist, cos I look like crap. Am v pleased with the end results! I highly recommend anyone to go to Hairloom. 

Photos just don't do justice to it. And hopefully I don't ruin Michael's hard work on my hair, lol! 

Funny how money is never enough. I now earn twice as much as I used to earn, but still don't have enough to use. Le sigh. But I feel guilty for complaining, especially when there are homeless and jobless people out there. 

Hoping I don't get the sack...

When my current manager interviewed me via phone, I was so happy when I got the job that I forgot to declare my health status. 

I also thought since my health was getting better, it shouldn't be an issue. 

You know, I always dread interviews, because when it gets to health declaration, they always ask a lot of questions, which makes me feel they will pick a medically fit human over an epileptic one. 

I remember one interviewer asked how many medical leaves do I take in a mth? Actually, we are all entitled to 14 days in a year, so isn't it my entitlement to take it if I feel I need it? I really don't understand. 

Anyway, I txted to explain my mc earlier. Then realisation hit me that they might ask me to leave, cos I never informed them of my medical status. 

Honestly, this is a good paying job, not very stressful, and great colleagues. I hope they can be understanding and sympathetic to let me stay, at least till the 3 mths contract is up. 

But if its God's will that I should move on, then ok...