Sry blog, I was too busy to update.

This past 2 weeks, I have started on my new job. I must say it's been stressful for me, until I am on MC today. Reason being, I woke up to multiple seizures, all the way till noon. Just had another. It's worrying me. I've not had so many seizures in a single day before. Thank God they are all minor seizures.

I feel very bad to take MC, but it's better to be safe than sorry. I won't wanna have a full blown grand mal outside. Doctor says I'm probably too stressed up, getting used to the new environment and learning the products and services required for my job. To be honest, I fear my boss. She seems very strict. Hopefully she won't be hard on me tmr when I return.

Really hope that these seizures will stop. They are ruining my life and annoying me.

In love with this new drink!

I went into 711 this morning, wanting to get my daily must have yogurt drink. Instead, I stumbled upon this! Morning Rice! 

Was kind of skeptical, and wasn't really sure if I wanted to take the risk of buying it n hating it, but curiousity killed Miss Kitty here. It cost $2.20 for this bottle. 

So I gave it a little shake, then opened it n smelled it. It has a little milky nutty scent, n taste like rice milk with a hint of nut. I was surprised at how refreshing it is! Needless to say, I'm a fan now. 

Did some googling, and found out this beverage can be used for those on diets, or can be used to replace milk in the morning if you're eating cereal. How tasty! I'm definately going to look out for this everytime I go into a 711 now! 

Am not part of celebrity land anymore

Today was my last day.

I miss that place already.

Took my final pic with M. Guess I'll never be seeing him again. Better that way. And guess what, that bitch just had to follow me on twitter after I thought I'll never have to be affected by the 2 of them anymore. Whatever, I hardly tweet anyway.

I am so blessed. I won a mermaid top (God knows what I can do with it), and a Coach 3 piece set! Awesome!!! Dearest dept bought me the white musk smoky rose EDP from Body Shop. So lovely. And a cool mask pack and eyeshadow applicators! Very cool! Best of all, they made a handmade card for me. I love handmade stuff! I will MISS my team deeply.

About a week back, I suddenly thought of a long lost friend. We had a disagreement, resulting in us kicking each other off all social media. Now it's been years, and I wanted to extend out the olive branch.

So I dropped her an email. Well, I'm not sure if she even uses that email any more. Until now there isn't a reply. I sent her a twitter. Nadah. My friends say at least I'm the better one for even trying and her silence just proves that she's a petty and childish bitch. Hahaha, thanks dearies.

Less than 2 weeks and I'm outta here. I feel really sad, actually. No more celebs, no more chilling with colleagues. I don't even know if I'll like my new workplace. Meh.

Ok, I resigned. And took on a better paying job, doing the same thing. And kick me, but I'm kind of regretting it. Like a soon-to-be bride dreading her wedding day. Because, I've grown so sick of telesales. I hate having to persuade people to sign this, take up that package. I hate getting rejected calls and having to deal with snobby gatekeepers who don't know when to draw the bloody line.

Let's face it. I'm not exactly the friendliest person around. I hate having to sound friendly over the phone, when all I want to do is kill someone. So what makes me think I'll be happier with a higher pay, but doing the same job over again?

I actually feel like calling them up to reject the offer, and run away to another country to study embalming. Hahaha. I actually like the thought of being an embalmer. As someone who has a diploma in bridal makeup, it'll be a waste not to put those skills to use yeah?

I've checked. USA and London has embalming courses. Anyone wanna sponsor me? :P

I recently uploaded my resume into a job portal just for the fun of it, and within days, I got many calls from agents with potential jobs for me. 

Narrowed my choices down to 2. One was convenient from my home, with nice working hours, a pay jump of $330 but no job progression. The other required a bit of travelling, promises of job progression and a nice pay jump of $430. The only thing was I had to start over again as a contract staff. 

Now, I don't know about anyone else, but I hate the word "contract staff". I have worked hard in my present company, and gotten my fix term through hard work. So it'll take lots of persuasion to make me downgrade back to a contract. 

According to the agent, job 2 likes me a lot, and their hiring manager even called me to try and persuade me further. Said she saw potential in me and what not. Yeah yeah, I don't trust strangers 100% ok? I have trust issues with strangers. 

Anyway, I tried to push my luck and asked for an additional $100. Because to quit now, I lose my 13th month bonus, which is so not worth it. And I still have to pay a couple of hundreds for the extra leaves I took. Even all not worth it. 

In the end I turned both down. Job 1 for obvious reasons, job 2 cos they weren't willing to pay additional $100. 

So much for being very potential and liking me a lot. Hahaha. Never mind, I love my colleagues here and I love the relaxed environment. I also love the occasional celeb moments I get. I shall take my hard earned 13th month bonus and start a job search again next year. 

My boss said he'll give me a big christmas present if I don't quit. I shall eagerly wait for my present. Thank you boss! 

Do you have a love/hate relationship with someone? A friend? A boss? A family member? I'm sure you all do. 

I hate that feeling you know? Sometimes you like this person, sometimes you just wish they didn't exist. Most of the time you feel inferior to that particular person, but there's nothing you can do about it. 

That aside. I had a friend whom I regarded as a sister. We met while doing an interview for a local paper for a Valentines Day contest. We hit it off really well, whatsapped every single day, went out every single week. Then all things changed after she was crowned the ultimate winner. She claimed that she was always the one doing the txting to the guy, and didn't seem grateful that he actually bothered to respond. FYI, he's a celeb? And to my understanding, celebs are too busy to have their phones next to them all day, like us mere minions? And she whined that he never asked her out after the contest. And kept getting irritated that the reporter wanted to do a follow up interview with her and so on. 

Like HELLO?? It was already stated in the terms and conditions before you actually sent in your application ya? Can read or not? 

I was trying to tolerate it and be nice, telling her he's busy filming and doing photoshoots, and hosting shows. But she didn't seem to understand. To me, it's just a bloody contest. Whether he was really into her or not, it's his choice and he already crowned her as his final choice, what else is she expecting? A marriage proposal? 

And she didn't seem to get it. Her dream guy had chosen her. Txted her. Taken her out for dinner. Bothered to even reply her messages. Not those one word two word line answers, mind you. My dream guy, Mr M (same contest, different guy), only put me in his Top 6 out of obligation, didn't even bother to return most of my txts, and when he did, only one two WORDS (yes, no, haha), that sort. Eh hello. If you're gonna reply like that, don't bother replying. And he spent the entire V day evening with his eyes fixed on the bitch he finally chose. In fact, before that night, I knew he was already going to pick that bitch. 

I call her a bitch not because he picked her. I call her a bitch cos she used me to dig out info about him, and I stupidly fed her info. I call her a bitch cos she can proclaim that I suit him better, she's not into him, and then appear in the bloody paper with him a few weeks with headlines that scream: "SHE MADE THE FIRST MOVE BY KISSING HIM". Bitch. Slut. Whore. 

I think I'm too nice. 

Ok back to the topic. She whined and whine. And complained and complained. The final straw came when she txted me and went: "What's wrong with him! I finally got over him and now he has to come into my life again by liking my FB status." 

I snapped and told her to quit whining and grow up. I forgot what's the exact word she used on me, but it wasn't very pleasant. Something about me not understanding and being mean. Erm hello? Do you expect me to comply with you and let you whine till the day you die or give you tough love? 

Then a few days ago, I realised I don't see her updates on FB anymore. Went to check, and realised she had unfriended me. ROFL. She unfriended her dream guy too. 

Sheesh, I'm not that childish. My ex dream guy is still in my friends list. I just blocked his updates only. :P