This is rather worrying

I've blacked out a few times within these few months. I don't think it's like a normal minor seizure where you just stare blankly into space or drop something. It's also not like the major ones where you find yourself on the floor, wriggling to get up. I literally just black out. 

I admit that I probably lack sleep, not because I don't sleep early, but because I wake up in the middle of the night to use the loo. That interrupts my sleep. Then sometimes when I'n drifting off to sleep, I feel a bit of seizure, but I've been tested sleep apnea free! So I really dunno what's wrong. 

Maybe the GP and neuro will suggest a brain scan. I'm not sure. I just wish my parents were more understanding instead, and not insist it must be something I did. :( 

Sry, I've neglected you for a month

Ok, I'm just not into blogging on a regular basis. I always have nothing to blog about!! 

So my health has been on the decline. I'll blame it on my bad temper, the haze and my attitude towards certain things, which had a negative impact. 

Let's count my battle scars.... 3 cuts on the forehead. A scalded hand (not serious). An ugly bruise on my cheat, and another on my eye. A bruised knee. All within 2 weeks. 

I'll be lying if I said I wasn't disheartened. There are times where I ask God if he's punishing me. But I know that I must continue to have faith in Him. If my time is not up yet, He won't put me in danger, and everything happens because there are life lessons I need to learn. 

I hope the scars on my forehead aren't permanent though... I'm a female afterall... :P 

I don't get it.

I had a minor brain freeze in fromt of my parents today, and they insist I don't sleep enough. Gosh, I can't help it if I have trouble sleeping right? 

I think I sleep better in the noons, actually. Maybe I'm more of a night person. So should I change jobs again? 

And recently, stress level is up because I have to meet my target at work. I love my current workplace, so changing jobs is not in my plan yet. 

I keep telling them that it's other factors, like my recent bout of diarrhea, but they keep insisting it's because I don't sleep enough. 

And who the hell sleeps at 11pm anyway!?!  

Still working here!

I do have nice bosses! Then again, maybe they'll just keep me till my contract is up. Oh wells. 

Spent my first paycheck at the salon. I badly needed to visit my hair stylist, cos I look like crap. Am v pleased with the end results! I highly recommend anyone to go to Hairloom. 

Photos just don't do justice to it. And hopefully I don't ruin Michael's hard work on my hair, lol! 

Funny how money is never enough. I now earn twice as much as I used to earn, but still don't have enough to use. Le sigh. But I feel guilty for complaining, especially when there are homeless and jobless people out there. 

Hoping I don't get the sack...

When my current manager interviewed me via phone, I was so happy when I got the job that I forgot to declare my health status. 

I also thought since my health was getting better, it shouldn't be an issue. 

You know, I always dread interviews, because when it gets to health declaration, they always ask a lot of questions, which makes me feel they will pick a medically fit human over an epileptic one. 

I remember one interviewer asked how many medical leaves do I take in a mth? Actually, we are all entitled to 14 days in a year, so isn't it my entitlement to take it if I feel I need it? I really don't understand. 

Anyway, I txted to explain my mc earlier. Then realisation hit me that they might ask me to leave, cos I never informed them of my medical status. 

Honestly, this is a good paying job, not very stressful, and great colleagues. I hope they can be understanding and sympathetic to let me stay, at least till the 3 mths contract is up. 

But if its God's will that I should move on, then ok...  

Celeb chasing

Decided to attend the Ogawa event yst, to get a glimpse of the dashing Julian Cheung Chilsm, aka Captain Cool from 'Truimph In The Skies II'. 

Event started at 1pm. We were already there at 12. Our Captain Cool only made his appearance at 2pm. Well, unlike other international celebs, at least he was 20 mins early, but went backstage to sign the mugs meant for the rich 10 pple who had bought the Ogawa massage chair. 

Oh ya, before the event started, there was this old auntie who started chitchatting with us in mandarin, cantonese and english. She spoke all 3 languages well, so I'm not sure if she's for real or not. 

She claimed that she filmed with Julian before, back in Hongkong. And claimed that before Nicholas Tse was born, his dad, Patrick Tse, wanted to make her son his god son, but she rejected. Hmm. Then said she wanted to buy chocolates for Julian, but his assistants had advised her against it, as they were afraid of terrorist attack. And said we gotta wait till the event was over to take pic with Julian, and that he'll recognise her so it wont be a problem. Erm ok....

So he came, he made us all scream, n when the event was still going on, she suddenly barged into the restricted area, saying: "Chilam! Do u remember me?" He obviously didn't. And the assistants were trying to get her out of the restricted area, but she refused to budge. Ran towards the stage and continued: "I film with u before! I'm Mdm Lim ah!" Then Chilam went: "Oh ya.... I remember u!" n graciously shook her outstretched hand. She finally went back outside the restricted area. 

After the event was over, she vanished. Lol! I'm surprised no one sent her pic to Stomp.

No pic w Chilam. Only his cut out n the massage chair he autographed. 

Couldn't get enough of him even at the KTV. So handsome! 

Too bad I don't have $5k in my acc, or I could have killed 3 birds with one stone. I'd have settled presents for Mother and Father's Day, and gotten a picture with Chilam. Rich 10 pple... pfft. 

Well, I better start saving, just in case Osim decide to bring in Lee Minho. Or I could do what the weird auntie did and go: "Oppa! Dansin-eun naleul gieoghibnikka?! Ulineun jeon-e hamkke chwal-yeong!!"

Retail therapy

What kind of shampoos and shower stuff do you like? I personally like anything in a pump bottle, for convenience sake. :P 

Until... I saw this shop. I'm a sucker for anything unique. So while waiting for my friend, I decided to just look. Right. Damage done? About $60 (slightly less but I don't remember the exact amount), for 2 rubber soap dishes, a bar of goats milk n lavender face soap, a bar of shampoo soap, and a tub of delicious smelling choc mint body shower. 

  

Everything in Shea has essential oils in it. And everything smells so good. I would work there if it wasn't retail hours! 

So far I've only tried the face soap. Smells awesome. I think I'll be making this shop one of my regular stops.