God, pls heal me.

Had a major seizure again on Wed. It wasn't so bad, cos my Trinity had alerted mum n she was there with me. 

Sometimes I really wanna eat those multi vitamins n whatever tablets that claim to do ur health good. But I'm always scared that they'll clash with my meds. 

This noon, I was trying to nap when I started having minor seizures again. Sigh. Lord, I know its ur timing n I do have faith. In fact, it's faith who's prolly kept me smiling all these while. But u know how much I yearn to be healed. 

I'm not saying I want to be healed so I can go havoc n party with friends. But it's sad when just going out for a meal drains ur energy. I really wonder how I survive on weekdays. Normally by end Tues, I'm dead tired already. 

I'm blessed n fortunate I guess. Others can't work. So I shouldn't be complaining. But who doesn't want to be healthy?