Don't know what's wrong with teachers nowadays. So bloody rude.

"What do you want" <--- this is how she answered me on the phone

"Just send me an email" *hang up* ,<--- what the hell????

Ha. I got threatened with a lawsuit. Like wtf. Sorry, as a christian I shouldn't be swearing. But I'm so irritated.

And my upper ups still think I'm at wrong to report her. Like I give a shit. My heart isn't with this company anymore.

But I'm still in a good mood. Because dad found out about the threat, and I told him the entire story. He's proud of me! He said I did the right thing by reporting her. And that now my manager will know better than to piss me off, lol.

I have not seen Mike for a few days. Sigh. Kinda miss his gorgeous grin.

Wow, its been too long since I blogged. But honestly, there wasn't anything good to blog about.

So now I'm in telesales. And honestly, I hate it to a core. I have quotas to hit, I get nagged at everyday for low sales, etc etc etc.

Maybe I shouldn't be in sales line, because I do not like to force or persuade pple to purchase/sign up/agree with me on anything if they aren't keen at all.

The only perk I get from going to work is the sight of this gorgeous new colleague, Mike. He's so good looking and very friendly. *drool* But back to reality, gazing at Mike every day isn't going to fill my rice bowl.

For a while, I have been wondering whether to stay or go. Nice colleagues, yes. Understanding boss... hmm.. bearable. Nice office, nope. Pay wise? Sucks to the max. I wonder why I even lasted till now.

Thurs... my answer came. I was doing my calls and called some company. The moment I introduced myself and where I was from, the bitch screamed at me. She said many pple from my company had been calling her, she's not interested, and how come we don't have a tracking system. She was totally unreasonable and rude, and best... she used the F word on me.

I had to control my temper and explained to her politely that we have many sale depts here, and I am unable to track calls from other depts, however on my end, I'll take note and not call anymore. That should have pacified her, but NO! She told me not to dare hang up the phone and that she wanted to speak to the manager. And went on screaming and screaming away, god knows what she was talking about. I was very sick and tired of that bitch and repeated myself to her, that I will take note, and not call anymore, goodbye. I didn't even bother to thank her.

Now, I know everyone hates telemarketers. But seriously, must u go to the limit and start screaming and swearing? If you had a bad day, that's your damn problem. Don't bring it to work and lash out at innocent pple. And I warn you, you can reject me, you can hang up on me, but don't you bloody ever dare swear at me.

I lodged a complain against that bitch. I told them what happened and that this woman has no work ethics, is unprofessional, and is not fit to run a business.

And guess what! I had to go for counseling because of it! Said I didn't take the company's reputation into consideration. Hello, then what about staff welfare? Your staff got bullied. Your staff, who slogs for you, was verbally assaulted. And all you pple care about is your bloody reputation?

During counseling, I broke down and cried. I was so pissed and angry, and so tired of this stupid job. And that's where I decided, I'm leaving. I've had enough.

Apparently the bitch called back in the evening, demanding my manager apologised to her. Crazy. I think she better go to Institute of Mental Health for a check up.

Freedom in a week's time!

Ok, I'm a lazy blogger. Anyway, next Friday is my last day of work. I'm so happy! Can't wait to leave this place. Of course there's a fear of not being able to find employment. Heck. Anyway, good thing I didn't go to the staff camp. Heard it was so spiritual and holy. I'm definately not in a v godly mood recently.

June 4th 2011.

The day I had a grand mal at my relative's home, in front of practically 3/4 of my family members. But its weird, I don't feel as uneasy or unhappy as 5 over years back when I had my first grand mal.

In the past, I'll get really upset when people asked me about it, and I was super depressed. Well, I still get depressed at times (cannot find bf la, fat la, not pretty la, sick of work la), but its better and more controlled. And I'm definately not going to see a shrink and have to eat more meds for it. I'm going to make sure I snap out of depression, myself.

I'm kinda glad that I can shrug it off and laugh at myself now. I did try to search deep down, to ask myself if I was wearing a mask. But I think, it was truly me, laughing at myself.

I guess that's a good sign. The only irritating part was my parents nagging at me for not sleeping enough, which I do.

Biopsy is on Tuesday. Hope its nothing serious.

Finally the GE is over

I must say I'm not so satisfied with the results. 6 seats. Even though that is 4 seats more than before, it is still not enough for more voices to be heard. I hope Potong Pasir will get a chance to revote. Those who purposely spoiled their votes, shame on you!

These few days, I've had minor and major disagreements with several people over my choice of vote. And I must say I'm truly disgusted with how some people vote.

1) Oh I don't really care. I follow who my parents vote for.

Erm, sooo.... if your parents are drug lords, you will follow suit also?

2) I'm apathetic to politics. And I'm tired of people telling me who to vote for. PAP founded SG and I think PAP is good enough because I can walk the streets at 3am safely, SG is clean and I have a decent job.

Please specify which part of SG are you talking about? Try walking at Geylang at 3am in the morning. And didn't you know gangfights are getting worse in SG? PAP did not found SG, dammit! Voters like this are just plain self centered. They have the me-myself-and-I attitude. It's thanks to people like this, that people who truly care about SG do not have enough voices!

3) You shouldn't break what is not broken! You must vote with reason! Not with your heart!

My dear friend, it was broken LONG ago. Back in the 80s. Go do your research before attempting to debate with me. And I AM voting with reason, thank you very much.

4) Wah! This infamous blogger write so well! You all must read her blog before deciding to vote!

Can you please get your facts right from proper sources? Got CNN, Straits Times, Google, Yahoo News, you don't want to read, you go and read the blog of a shallow and materialistic person who is so obviously bias in her postings.

5) Our ministers' pay are so high cos they have to keep SG safe and uncorrupted!

Hahahahahahaha. Seriously, you think so?

6) Why u like opposition! U like Aljunied so much u go there stay la! Eh don't forget ah (inserts personal verbal attack).

Hello, please grow up and act your age. By making a personal attack on me on a public platform, I can easily sue you for slander.

People people, your vote, your choice. Why slam me for my choice? Why attack me for just giving some harmless advice? You ask me for my views, then come and insist I must listen to you and change my views. Why are you people such fanatics! Are you all that insecure about PAPs' position in government? Gosh, you guys are even worse than Jehovah's Witnesses!

I am glad that I took the liberty to read up, ask questions and do research on these politicians. At least I didn't make a fool out of myself when you guys tried to shoot me down. I'm thankful for the new friends I've made who educated me, shocked me and trusted me with what they know.

Till 2016!!! 12 seats!!!!

March 1997 - April 27th 2011....

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