Multiple petit mal seizures are way annoying!

So I've not had any seizures for the last 6 days. So grateful. Then this morning, I started having minor seizures, mins after each other.

The aura starts off from the legs or stomach, then sometimes my hands feel weird too. I think it happened like... 10 times or so? 

While I'm grateful its not a major attack, it is still kinda annoying, and I was trying to mind control the seizures by forcing my brain to work my way. Lol! 

Thk God I think its stopped. And I pray I find a nice job asap!!! Getting bored of rotting at home!! 

Dear brain

I know the weather recently is horrendously hot. But I've been trying to drink more water, so please be good and don't give me seizures. 

Once a day may be mild for most pple, but it's very irritating to me, because last month, the seizures reduced to once every few days. 

Even though its all minor stare into space kind of seizures, I'm still irritated by it. 

Maybe it's caused by the fact that I thought of those two. They really are the banes of my life. 

First interview in 3 weeks.

Yst I received an SMS, inviting me to attend an interview for a Sales Coordinator position. 

The company was located in an old industrial building, about 20 mins walk from the bus stop I alighted at. The lifts looked like those you can find in the old housing estates. But opposite the building.... 

Beautiful bungalows!!! Or as my bestie and I affectionally refer to them in Hokkien as "ang moh chu", or Caucasian houses, lol!!! 

Anyway, I disliked the company. 5.5 work days and only 7 days annual leave. Like wth???!! 

And they expected me to hit my sales target, w/o even offering commission. Seriously???!!! 

Back to job hunting tmr. Tata!!   

This past week I...

Learnt how to go out to the hawker center to buy meals, stock up on provisions and buy minced pork. 

Ya, I know all these are really easy stuff, but I've never had to get my meals n do marketing in my entire living spoilt life. 

Why? Nope, I don't have domestic helpers, nor do I live in a mini market where I'll never starve to death, but I normally have a dad who is back from office by lunch time, and a mum who cooks too much during dinner, so I have leftovers to eat the next day. 

So what happened to Miss Princess this week that she had to step out of her comfort zone, and go get meals in the blazing sun? 

Well, my poor dad has gout, and my mum has to work, and give tuition. And my dear sis sleeps till so late, we'll starve by the time she wakes up. 

Initially on Tues, my mum had to ask, cos she was down with cough. And I, ashamed of myself, was not willing. Partly because I was afraid I'll have relapses outside. And I really had problems walking there. My leg just started acting up again. :( 

Wed, I played it easy by ordering in. But it was damn expensive!! Thurs, I woke up and saw my poor dad, condition worsened, and I just opened my mouth: "What do u wanna eat?". I told God, please bring me out n bring me back safely. 

Guess what! I didn't have walking issues! And today morning too!! Well, today since my sis is at home the whole day, I made her go get dinner, because I have bought breakfast, done the laundry, swept the balcony, watered the plants, prepared the spa therapy for dad, and all she has done since waking up at noon, was eating the stuff I bought, n playing computer games. 

And to think pple call me Princess.