My obsession with K dramas

I forgot to update my blog because I was busy catching up on Empress Ki. It's an on going drama about this korean consort who became the Empress of Yuan dynasty. How cool is that! 

While the drama is, typically, full of plots n bad pple, it makes me really wonder if the life of the real Empress Ki was so dramatic. There's nothing much written about her in history, so I wonder how did she actually become Empress. 

My health has been good recently. No seizures for a few days! But then today, I had 3 minor seizures. Twice in the morning and once in the evening. And last night I didn't sleep too well too.

I'm still thankful that they weren't serious and grateful that I still can praise God. :) I know he is protecting me and he will not forsake me. 

I sense....

that I have finally grown sick of my job. How did I come to that conclusion? And why did it happen? Here's why:

1) It's not an I woke up and didn't wanna go scenario anymore.

The noon before, I already dreaded the thought of going. And even prayed that I would feel a bit sick so I could call in sick. I'm not saying God answered my prayer. I don't think he'll answer such prayers. But I felt a bit sore in my throat when I woke up (obviously, when you don't even drink enough water daily), I called in sick.

Now, I know it's wrong to do it. But really, nothing pleased me more than to stay at home.

2) The thought of traveling there and coming home in a packed train just puts me off.

In the morning, I take an hour by bus. In the evenings, I take 45 mins by train. I don't know, because everyone says I'm so picky over my career choices. I always ask recruiters where's the job location. I avoid town areas, west areas, any business parks, and I'm always amazed that I stayed at Celebrityland so long, because it's so out of the way.

3) I get mildly irritated with ALL of the colleagues. For no reason.

Like if I wanna eat sushi and the rest wanna eat at the hawker, I get mildly irritated. Or if someone says hi to me, when I am eating my breakfast, I get mildly irritated. When pple laugh too loud, I get mildly irritated.

4) I can't be bothered to doll up anymore.

I wake up, see whatever is available to wear, and just wear it. In the past, when I reached office, I'll even touch up my makeup. Now I'm almost barefaced the whole day.

5) I keep looking at job portals.

The thing about me is, I'm really fussy. Too far, no thanks. No retail hours. No shift work. No weekends. And I'm truly sick of telesales and anything to do with sales.

To cut the story short, I don't even know what I want anymore.

God Save Me.

Haze haze, go away.

As if the hot weather and dry spell wasn't bad enough, the haze is back. They say it's at a moderate level of 54? Oh really? Did you pple look out of the window? It's smoking grey! And I wish smokers won't add on to the smoke!

This month, my minor seizures have been very good. I ate carefully, slept as much as I needed, controlled my temper. And this noon, my colleagues wanted to go to a hawker center, which was about 10 mins walk from our office. In the blazing hot sun. I had 2 minor seizures, thank you very much. And 1 more in the evening. Not the serious minor ones, just really mild ones where I suddenly stare into space or drop something, and then wonder what I'm doing for the next few seconds. Ok fine. They sound serious enough. But thank God it wasn't a grand mal.

It's only Tues. Work today wasn't too bad. We had a new list to call. I still get rejected calls but somehow, the list of people I'm calling are way nicer. Thank God for that.

I still am contemplating when do I want to resign. Mom has given me the OK to resign first and find a job after. Cos our thinking is, at least if I tell any recruitment agents that I already tendered, I get a higher chance of scoring interviews.

But I can't bear to do it! My boss is still, rather nice to me! And it's not like I desperately need to go right?

I'm a plague!!!!

Hahaha, ok not really. But, just think. If you could be a plague... n ur job is to infect the world n kill off all humanity... how cool is that!! 

Plague Inc. A game I found in the app store. Not a new game, but got me hooked on the free version to buy the paid version. 

U start off as a virus. How u wanna transmit, evolve, n stop researchers from killing u off, is entirely up to u. There are 3 modes. Casual, normal n brutal. 

U only unlock other stages after completing virus mode in normal stage. Not easy. There's strategy involved. I only crossed it after googling for some help. 

I had no problems clearing casual though Greenland n Russia are hard to infect. So you can imagine my glee when their countries turned red. My friend said I was laughing like an evil witch, muahahaha.... 

This is one game I'm definitely keeping in my phone. 

Oh btw, I'm on medical leave with stomach flu. Guess the virus bit me back. :P