Men complaining about these 9 men

https://sg.news.yahoo.com/9-proposals-singapore-definitely-yes-080027805.html?linkId=11677640

Seriously, I can't stand how childish some singaporean men can get. Personally, I think the 9 men in this article are super sweet, creative, daring and thoughtful. 

I didn't bother to watch the clips, but I know they must all be really romantic. Wake up, SG men. Esp those who whine and say these 9 men are putting up monkey show only. Stop being a baby. If you're too lazy, don't think a proposal is important, say so.

If I had a bf and he gave me the "lets go buy a HDB" method, I'll probably ask him to go propose to me properly before I say yes. 

Most likely men will shoot me and say that's why I'm still single. You know what, who bloody cares? Doesn't the woman you claim to love, deserve beautiful memories of how the man she is going to spend her life with, proposed? 

QOTD

If an incurable disease has invaded your life, refuse to let it touch your spirit. Your body can be severely afflicted, and you may have a great struggle. But if you keep trusting God’s love, your spirit will remain strong. —Dave Egner 

It's difficult for me to find a job. Employers ask me many questions about my health, but I don't blame them. Who would wanna hire someone who might be a liability to the company? 

I'm currently in need of a job. And hopefully I will get one soon. 

End of year post

I must say, all efforts by myself to attempt to be a full time blogger, and hopefully in the future, be able to blog for a living, comes to zero. I'm just too darn lazy to update this blog. :P

Had another grand mal a few days before my birthday, and I'm just grateful it was on my bed... so no bruises. Birthday was spent with 2 long time friends and another gal I just got to know. I was so surprised when they showered me with presents! So touched! We had dinner at this fabulous Korean restaurant in town, where I got a 20% voucher off for the next time I visit.

In a few days time, I'll be flying off to Vietnam, where I heard its like 10 degrees now. Really? Seriously?? I'll only be back next year. Hahaha.

Actually, I've not been working since the project with the British company ended. I applied for a few positions I liked, but none reverted. And I really don't want a desk bound job anymore. Or anything to do with cold calling. Sometimes I wonder if pple are put off by my health issues, that's why they don't select me after the interviews.

Oh well, I'll look again when I return. If not I won't be able to afford my manicure and my visit to the salon before CNY. Meh.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Pirates Kings is a friendship ruining game

Anyone plays this game? I must say, the creators of this game are very smart. Great graphics, simple gameplay, but no way to hide your island from being attacked or robbed. 

This game is the ultimate test for gaming friends, I must say. As you progress along the game, the items needed to purchase gets more expensive. And you never seem to be able to save enough and have to leave your precious cash there, hoping no one steals it. 

I got fed up when I had 1.3 milion stolen from me, and decided to delete the game off. Stupid to get angry over virtual cash. And I'm not paying real money to ensure my virtual island is safe from attacks. 

Health has improved

My 3 mth contract with the company has ended, and I realized that I've not had seizures since I started to rest at home. Maybe I should just stay home, haha! 

I actually joined a company today but quit by 6pm. I didn't feel I would fit in, and frankly speaking, after so long, I still miss Mediacorp. 

Guess I'll be spending a lot of time in bed, which I guess is good anyway. 

This is rather worrying

I've blacked out a few times within these few months. I don't think it's like a normal minor seizure where you just stare blankly into space or drop something. It's also not like the major ones where you find yourself on the floor, wriggling to get up. I literally just black out. 

I admit that I probably lack sleep, not because I don't sleep early, but because I wake up in the middle of the night to use the loo. That interrupts my sleep. Then sometimes when I'n drifting off to sleep, I feel a bit of seizure, but I've been tested sleep apnea free! So I really dunno what's wrong. 

Maybe the GP and neuro will suggest a brain scan. I'm not sure. I just wish my parents were more understanding instead, and not insist it must be something I did. :( 

Sry, I've neglected you for a month

Ok, I'm just not into blogging on a regular basis. I always have nothing to blog about!! 

So my health has been on the decline. I'll blame it on my bad temper, the haze and my attitude towards certain things, which had a negative impact. 

Let's count my battle scars.... 3 cuts on the forehead. A scalded hand (not serious). An ugly bruise on my cheat, and another on my eye. A bruised knee. All within 2 weeks. 

I'll be lying if I said I wasn't disheartened. There are times where I ask God if he's punishing me. But I know that I must continue to have faith in Him. If my time is not up yet, He won't put me in danger, and everything happens because there are life lessons I need to learn. 

I hope the scars on my forehead aren't permanent though... I'm a female afterall... :P